Black Pudding resurrection ver1.0-King of Freischutz

heehaha this blog is dead... AGAIN!!!!! XD XD I dun feel like typing any journals recently =3=;; I lurk more in Gaiaonline and DA more lately... so.. haha ^^;; I'll try to make a new layout for this during the holidays tho... I'll *try*.... no promises this time...^^;; Even my chatterbox died... .____.;;;

ok, now bek to my never ending working list~~~~~~~
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Argh I hate to abandon the blog like this (AGAIN!!!) But I'm TOOOOOOooooooooooooooo BUSY lately to maintain 3 online journals (yes 3!!!) I barely even surf around on9 lately... come on9 to download manga/MP3/watever and/or do research for assignments... then I left the pc n music on to do my assignments/manga elsewhere... But the good news is, I'm finally free from the manga by next thurs!!!! TwT I'll promise you a new layout by then!! So watch out peeps!! ;D

*queues for downloads/leeches in high speed and dashes bek to my working desk*

oh... mebbe I should cut my nails b4 I continue...they're bothering me... *goes off to cut short my 0.7cm right thumb nail*

Thank you all for your concern!!! *huggles* I'm feeling better now, our problem had been resolved, and on the same day another burden of mine had lifted from my shoulders as well!! So I positively feels more genki now!!! =3 Tho there's still some work bothering me to do for an event during Dec... *shifted eyes to a certain 'someone' nervously* So my marathon until Dec is not yet over!!! I must draw draw draw DRAW DRAW!!!!!!!! *pulls hair out* T__T;; I learnt a lesson, never draw continuous manga for a doujin...it'll pester you for several years and you'll get bored of it eventually and it'll bcom very bothersome....

Adrienne is going to arrive on 16th of October!!!! Well.. my fren's mom is going to s'pore to take them bek on dat day.... altho she's arriving almost 1/2 a month earlier than the day I'm gonna get her (dat means she's s'pose to arrive in s'pore by the end of sep/early oct) I can't wait for her to arrive!!! XD And the reason why v ship to s'pore instead of m'sia?? It is all bcos of stupid M'sia customs dat taxes shipped stuff unlogically... I think if Adrienne and Lucien were shipped to M'sia, they'll be all stained by the custom's ppl's hands and the tax will go sky-high.... my fren kena tax for rm300++ b4 (yes tax ONLY) for a few copy of CDs... -____-;; stupid m'sia customs....

A little conversation between me and Vince (Gure's AI doll) when I'm in my Online Media class (please excuse all the random html tags bcos I'm experimenting on some html tags in class...) of coz the conversation was made up randomly:

Vince: Who is this?
Me: Err...his name is Ishida...??
Vince: He looks like an idiot, and what an idiotic name.
Me: ..........;;;
Vince: Your color sense sucks...
Me: Yes yes I know I'm not as good as your mistress... u__u;;
Vince: What is this class anyway? I've never seen anything like this... My Mistress's classes are all about arts and drawing only...
Me: This is Online Media class, where we learn HTML!!! ^^ (omg Vince is interested with my class!!)
Vince: What is html?? And what can you do with it?
Me: html is the source of websites, you can create a website using html!! ^^
Vince: Oh!! A website!! I've seen alot of other radiant beings like me on websites before!! My mistress showed it to me before.
Me: Hehe, that's nice to hear!! ^^
Vince: But my mistress dunno html at all *hint hint*
Me: O____________o;;;; (so DAT is his true intention....-__-;; )
Vince: ~~And Syd don't have a website too!! His mistress sucks, altho she knows how to build a website~~..... I wish I have a website of my own...
Me: =____=;;;; I'll make a website of all of the dolls around me like Adrienne, Lucien, you, Seph, Sydney and Xion in the future!! ^^
Vince: I demand a bigger part in the website because I have a ^higher status in the comunity!!!
Me: O________o;;;; (he is TOO much!!)
Vince: I am the PRINCE!!!!!!
Me: Yes yes your majesty.. u__u;; in fact, I'm using you as the subject of my project!!
Vince: Really?! What kind of project??
Me: our project name is "The Object"!!! ^^

Vince: ...................................................................
Me: .....????

Vince: I am NOT an object!!!
Me: But my project is to make a website, aren't you happy that I'm using you as my subject for the project??
Vince: *thinks for a while* OK.....I forgive you
Me: Whew...
Vince: But you must make me look pretty!!
Me: ........I will try my best your Majesty.....

The little conversation didn't continue after the break... u.u;; But I presented Vince to the whole class and everyone was looking at him in awe!! ^^ I think he's quite happy... and esp when he is dressed up so prettily (and look alot like a girl) but my lec still recognizes Vince as a GUY!!!! XD XD This is how Vince looks like!!!!!! XD hehehe...

And on an extra note, I'M GETTING A BRAND NEW CAR!!!!!!!!!! >8D But it's a silver Kancil... u__u;;; can't choose color sumore... oh well, it's cheap...

I'm rather depressed lately... had been ignoring a dear fren of mine for almost a week, becuz of some conflict between us, which I think is a rather stupid and simple problem... but the problem didn't got to an end bcoz both of us r so hard-headed and refuse to accept each other's opinions... and added up the pressure I'm facing so much lately... I just couldn't take it anymore and found myself crying more than usual... so I had make a decision dat I've never pondered b4... temporarily quitting eRO... I'm not quitting RO during dat period tho, u can still see me roaming in a private server (no nid to pay wahaha) called geiRO ^^; .......I just feel dat, losing a dear friend over some small problem is not worth it... so I rili hope dat me quitting eRO will knock some senses into him... and maybe he'll noe wats wrong in between us, noe wat and who's the problem, and try his best to remedy it...i just hope he'll notice dat when I'm not around with him in eRO... u__u;; I've been quite considerate and confronted him with the problem... trying my best not to hurt him... but he just disregard the problem with a shrug and acted like nothing happened, which gotten the situation worst... so right now, I'm free of stress to lvl in RO and I rili do hope dat helps in my daily life right now... ^^ I still DO owe him something very important which I rili thank him for it... i just hope he noes it... and actually after some incident a few months ago, I've been trying real hard to not be so hot-tempered... and I think it works in a way... hmm... I've not been so depressed b4... this is not me... I'll go n cheer myself up with "Don't Worry, Be Happy" now!! XD

Oh btw, actually the other main reason I'm quitting eRO... is dat I'm broke =X'' and yes the journal posts in this blog is same as the 1 on my Deviant Art journal... ^^;; well, mebbe I'll post sumthing exclusive here in the future >83

I apologize in advance if my stupid rants disturbed or offended any1 in anyway... GOMENASAIIIIiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~~

Mwahahaha Teh seems to annoy and amuse me at the same time!! 2day is the 1st day of my new term and i got my results 2day for last term as well... guess wat?? Despite all the rudeness to him, the high-voice treatment, the sarcasism etc... he gave me a B+ for my typography... which is amazingly surprising!!! I tot I might get B- or C one.... -___-;;; and my fren who did her assignments better than me got a B-..... i think he's either lack judgement senses or he forgotten my name and mistaken me for someone else... dat stupid joker... imagine!! I got a B+ for simply finishing his work!! He rili doesn't deserves to be a lecturer la... anyway, I'm glad I passed his stupid subject (which i din learn ANYTHING AT ALL and the only test is friggin STUPID bcos we can REFER to our notes...) and I dun have to see him again... I still got typography this term tho but I'm glad dat my lec is a person dats TOTALLY different from him in teaching style... Chienni is scary!!! >.<;;

Oh btw, I'm looking for 2nd hand SLR analog cameras >.<;; cuz I got photography this term and i need 1...photography class is damn expensive i tell you =__=;; and something's wrong wif the lecturer's english and combine with a Miaow dat has bad hearings = dead Miaow.... X___x;;; I barely understand a thing dat lec was saying... mebbe he's speaking in an alien tongue... =3=;;; hehe...so yea, I nid a SLR analog camera, preferably from my seniors dat dun want their's anymore >.<;;

And happy Merdeka day!! altho i dun rili celebrate it and i got assignments to do 2molo!! X____x;;

Good News!!!
I had decided to get a girl doll from D O D!!!! XD It is her!! Bee-A!!!! Well if you wanna cannot see the pictures, go here (I couldn't see the 1st one but i can see the 2nd one >__>;;) Bee-A actually comes in a set of 2 together, Too and Bee-A... Haru is getting the guy doll Too, and I'm getting the girl doll Bee-A!! =3 Actually in the beginning no one wants the girl doll, and I was too obsessed with Haku that I couldn't care about any other dolls... but the thought of a cheaper doll like Bee-A did entered my mind that time... thanx to Haru for telling me about the difference of price last time *is very sensitive when it comes to item's prices* But i think, the fact that there's only 1 more White Rabbit left is somewhat the keypoint of making me get Bee-A... Altho I hate to admit it... first loves are never always fruitful isn't it? ;____; And after thinking and thinking and reconsidering about it.... I decided to get Bee-A bcos of certain elements tho, which are:-
-Actually girl doll's clothes are more fun and easier to make!! =3
-Bee-A is cute!!
-I'd figured I try my hands on a cheaper doll first, before getting my hands on those much more expensive dolls... which is going to be a waste if I did anything wrong to them >.<;; -I wanna help Haru to get Too!!! X3
-Maybe I can make dresses to sell after I get her, can earn some xtra cash...

hehe, And I've given Bee-A a name this morning!! Her name is Adrienne de Bellamont!! Yes it's a french name!! X3 The meaning of Adrienne is rich, wealthy, dark one O__o;;; But I like the name Adrienne =3 it was 1 of my suggestions for Gure's Vince too! ^^;; (well, the guy version Adrian anyway..;;) Whee~~ i can't wait for Adrienne to arrive!! Altho b4 dat I hafta clear the payment 1st...... can anyone loan me some money?? ;__;

Actually I plan to like....after I get Adrienne, I'll start to make dresses for her... and make doubles for her dresses, keep 1 and sell 1 off... to slowly earn back the money I'm gonna owe my family and friends for the doll!!! >.<;; I oredi got quite alot of raw materials to make dresses yesterday when I went KL with Ayame!!! ^^ She even bought a mini sewing machine and sed dat she can bolo it to me!!! X3 Sankyou mai beloved Ayame~~~ <3>Lily in advance for she's going to help me with Adrienne when I get her X3 Much thankies to everyone dats helping me to get the doll!! Now i must go convince my mom to lend me some too mwahahahahaha!!!!

Hmm... it makes me feel a little depressed when I realised just now, dat half of my stalk list isn't working anymore... everyone abandoned their blog T^T.... and it makes me feel even more depressed dat I was one of them... u___u;; well anyway I am back, and I hope I stay >.<;;; Oh well, I added some more people to my stalk list!! >8D Mwahaha!!

Hmm....i got alot of stuff on my mind now... 1 of it is the wanting to get an AI doll for myself... T__T but he is just too incredibly expensive... dat I couldn't possibly afford him unless money fall off from the sky suddenly or I won some kinda contest or sumthing (lottery!! $_$) Well, actually I was trying to keep this strong feeling in the bottom of my mind... and trying not to think about it... but after went to Ipoh to Gure's house for 3 days... (and looking at their dolls for 3 days) The feeling surfaced... and reading Gure's and Ayame's lj isn't helping much...................... T____T vhai??!! VHAI????!!!! Vhai must God lemme fall in love with such an EXPENSIVE DOLL???!!!!!?!?!?!??!?! Haku........*sobs cries weeps in a corner*
link to Haku -> http://customhouse.org/eng/index.htm?menu=product_view&num=747

I...I'll find a way to earn money slowly to get you Haku!!!! T^T